| I almost forgot that I had this. Hehe. Life has been pretty interesting.
I can't believe that it's been almost a year since I graduated.
We're growing up.
I miss everyone.
Don't worry i'll be on a plane soon to come home.
Most likely in July.
Don't make any plans.
You know you want to hang out with me. Hehe. :) Umm, yeah. Xanga is lookin' pretty nifty. Coolbeans! Adios! |
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| I leave for MEPS on Sunday.
Gonna take the ASVAB, get a physical, talk to a counselor, and swear in.
I'm scared & nervous.
I hope I pass.
After that then it'll be bootcamp for me. |
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| I swear...everytime I come onto xanga to write out a new entry, it always looks different. Haha! But yeah anyways...so big news. I decided that i'm going into the Navy. Yes, sir/ma'am! You heard right. And so far, everyone that I've told has looked at me and said that I don't look Navy material. Umm yeah, whatever. I grew up a Navy brat. My mom was in the navy. Yup, my mom. So I had it and still have it hard. I'm leaving home cause i'm fed up with it. I wanna be able to provide for myself. Because obviously my parents still want me to rely on them but under their rules. And I don't like it. I need to grow up. I'm starting to realize who my real friends are too. The ones that tell the world my business aren't exactly my friends. But those who can keep it to themselves they're the ones to keep. I mean I don't want the whole world to know my situation just yet. Let me tell them myself. It's better off that way. Well I'm out. Write to me, myspace me, text, whatever. I wanna hear from you guys! I miss you all! :( |
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| Crazy crazy night, the other night! ;)
I'm starting to feel a whole lot better now. |
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| Why is it, that it has to come to this?
Don't you want me to be happy? You're the closest thing to me next to family and now you're gonna treat me like that? Give me away and then try to get me mad or jealous?
All I wanted was for you to be happy. And I gave you that, I put you first before anything and I wasn't trying to sabotage anything.
When you ended everything, we needed someone but that one person we both needed wasn't there for us. So you get the story. And now when I need you the most, you're not there.
Just know I love and miss you. And we need to talk one-on-one. Cause obviously you haven't spoken to me yet. All these other people in the mix isn't necessary. You're just makin' it messy. |
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